Thursday, July 21, 2011

Today I am 17 years old....

...or 204 months old
... or 886 weeks old
... or 6,209 days old
... or 149,016 hours old
... or 8,940,964 minutes old
... or 536,457,869 seconds old.

Do I feel any older? Not really. Am I acting more mature? I doubt it. Do I look any older? Who knows.

But I do feel thankful i'm still alive. Many people don't live to be 17 years old in this world. So yes, one more year does make a difference. Whether or not I feel like i'm any older, or I act more mature today because technically i'm one more year older, or I look my age now more so than before, I am still here on earth with my family and friends and for that I am thankful. I am blessed.

A lot has happened over the last 17 years and my life has only just begun.












In so many ways i'm still that same silly girl, but I do believe in the last 17 years i've grown to be a godly young woman, a person that can be trusted, and loyal, someone who you can call when you need a shoulder to cry on. All of these things people expect one to learn along the way, and that I have.

Today is another day, yes I am now 17, but it's just another day that i'm alive and growing. :)

Thursday, July 14, 2011

No one ever said life was easy....

.... but someone did promise it'd be worth it. <3

It's hard to remember just how much God loves you and I when life throws us curve balls.

Right now i've found myself struggling to give God thanks for what I do have, and not question him about what I don't have. It's important to keep remembering that he does love me. He isn't just throwing situations my way and laughing at me, but he's asking me to grow from them, to use them to strengthen my relationship with him and other believers in Christ. To become a godly young woman worthy of a loving husband one day.

That is what I keep reminding myself this morning as I start to question God's motives. So no, today I may not understand why he's put me in the situations he has, but maybe tomorrow he'll show me exactly why. Who am I to think he'll never show me? He will, just on his time. My whole life should be on his time anyway, so for today that's all I can tell myself. As I remember to thank him for helping me grow, and making me a stronger woman.

This life isn't about how difficult it may or may not be today, it's about how amazing it'll be with him one day.

"Better is one day in your courts, better is one day in your house, better is one day in your courts, than thousands else where. Better is one day."