Missunderstood much?

Mistreated, misplaced, missunderstood,
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down, mistaken, always second guessing.
Underestimated, look, I'm still around...

That's how i'm feeling right now. Missunderstood mostly.

 

If no hurt is beyond healing, no habit is beyond help and no hang-up is beyond hope then why do i feel hopeless? Why do i feel helpless? Why do i feel the healing?

I've been missunderstood and i just wish i wouldn't be judged.

Yes, i know God never said life would be easy, or fair, but this just sucks.

I know in my heart that God is the only thing, the only person, the only hope to any of this, and i'm very thankful i have someone as powerful and almighty as my God is to get me through this one, because i've just about given up. It's hard to decide where I want to stop fighting, and how much i want to fight for. All i know for sure is that when it's out of my reach and up to God he shows me right where I need to be and who needs to be right by my side. And his opinion should be the only opinion that matters to me.

That's much easier said than done however.

So for now, each day i'll keep fighting for what i know in my heart is right, until he shows me some sort of stop sign. That's all I can do.