For the last just about two weeks i haven't talked much to my best friends, i haven't seen them, and i haven't been able to get ahold of anyone. This is just weird...
I guess I didn't realize how much these people mean to me until they were gone (or across the world). Some people say they have the best friends in the world, but i'd like to disagree. The few people i do trust, and i can trust are my best friends. There are two people in my life that i could call at any time of day for any reason and they'd have my back, they'd protect me, and they'd let me cry on their shoulder if need be. I believe everyone needs someone or a few someone's in their life that they can call their best friend(s). I know i wouldn't be the strong, confident, faithful person i am today if it wasn't for them. I would probably be stuck in a place i was a year ago, and that was a very ungodly, miserable place to be. :(
Now i'm walking with God everyday of my life, i am confident in who i am for the first time in my entire life, and i'm willing to make the changes in my life that need to be made. So for people to say they have the best friends in the world, i think they're wrong. My friends have gotten me through an awful lot, and i love them for it everyday.
However the last few weeks without them have been a bit odd, but i know that no matter what if i need them they're still here for me. <3
